Sunday, February 8, 2009 EUNICE!

6:52 PM

OK! So it's been a while since i made a blog. I've been to busy with school and skateboarding and other stuff like that. :P
Why all of a sudden? Well Eunice was threatening me, even though she's in NY i was kind of scared. SIKE NAH! She just asked me to do it so, like uh... yeah O_o

So i just started talking to my awesome Eunice like two weeks ago or something, iono i wasn't keeping track. Well, i'm glad that i'm talking to her, she's just mo fo-ing awesome. She puts a smile on my face no matter what happens...yes, no matter what; even if i got shot. :D It's gay though, now that's she's gone i have no one to drool over, sike nah. Iono it's just kinda boring without her, i remember i would hang with her during the summer. BUT, she's gone :[ and i'm barely surviving without her. Well atleast we're talking now, that's all it matters. But i hope that i get to see her, and when i do i'm gonna give her the most biggest and longest hug in the world, like forreal forreal :P. I'm trying to find a something cool to get her but i don't know what :/ i was thinking a hoodie but idk, i'm looking for a stuff animal or like a locket with a pic with me :P jk. OH! maybe a friendship bracelet, but then again that's kinda gayis for me. Well doesn't matter i have enough time to think about. Anywho, yeah Eunice is just straight up mother fucking awesome. Maybe the best female friend i have, i think... *shrugs*
She's always there for me no matta what, and i absolutely love her :D

OH OH OH! and she's like my superman...no wait superwoman, YEAH!
She helped me with an outfit for my winter dance, well i asked her to help me.

Idk why, but when i'm hangin or chatting with Eunice i go all Robert (don't ask what that is) iono. I just seem happier, and i make more jokes and whatever. That's gotta mean something man, because i never go "all robert" with my friends, other than like Cuong or Nghia or something. I just feel comfortable with her, like i could tell her anything.

Well i'm tired, i could write a novel about you Eunice but i'm to lazy :P
I'll talk to you later buddy, and i'll be praticing for that DDR game of ours :D

ILY!

"Tell me a secret!"

Monday, January 12, 2009 Title

12:45 PM

Really to much stuff has been going on. And i recently just read Amy's blog about the people she trust's and what Cuong and other people said. And i'm just starting to feel like a nobody. A big giant nobody, a loser. I can't explain why i feel like this this, it's just there. That i'm no one's best friend but i think their my best friends. All this time i've been thinking i was a good friend nice and shit like that, when i've just been lying to myself. Are people secretly hating me? Am i even considered their 'friend' do i even have a friend? these are the questions that strangle me everyday. This place is tearing me up, this town is killing me, and the people... we i just don't know. I don't even know who to talk to anymore. I feel like they turned their backs on me. I just need someone to help me, make this clear for me. Is Cuong there for me how bout Nghia? i just don't know. Please, just please someone help me.

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008 What's Up?

6:35 PM

"What's up?" i don't know the sky?
i hate it when people say 'the sky' man i'm not asking that, i'm asking how you feel.
Any who seems like Donald and i are having some problems but he likes this one girl, and i just don't approve it. I think it was his first time seeing gold Fish(code name) and then he told me that he liked her. I was like oh shit man, this ain't good. I mean i'm happy that he likes her and all but problem is that i kinda still like her (Cuong you know what i'm talking about man). Anyways he's struggling between two girls, Pho Tai(anoter code name) and Gold Fish. He had his mind oh Pho Tai but then changed his mind on and decided to go for Gold Fish. I don't know what to do i mean i love the guy he's a cool dude but dvbajc nwoinewccew. Supposedly there's another girl that likes me too so.... Maybe i'm just gonna stay single for a while.
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I hate it when people change there mother fucking link on this blog, cause then i gotta go searching for there new link and that shit just pissed me off.
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Gonna hang with my aunt on the 25th and the whole gang is gonna go to Pennsylvania to go ice skating. I can't wait to see Christine and Allen. OH YEAH! and my cousins are gonna visit come Californea i can't wait to see them, it's been forever since i talked or saw them. Maybe i'll hook up one of my cousins with Cuong ;] she's quite a looker Cuong :X
I'll let her use my webcam and you can webcam her with her man, just don't get any wrong ideas Sike nah man, in your dreams. :P
she's a pretty cool person. But i don't know it's been forever since i saw her. I think their gonna go ice skating with us too. I'm gonna fall down like anything man, OH YEAH!
And we might go to New York for New Years. I can't wait if we do, i'm gonna bring my skateboard and i'm gonna skate there. There is so much stuff there. Maybe i'll get my homies something cool from there.

OUT!

Monday, December 8, 2008 It's called a blog for a reason

2:45 PM

It's called a blog for a mother fucken reason. You vent or write down about your feelings. This is not meant for other people to read it. This is for yourself so it makes you feel better, and so when you grow up and you can have a walk on memory lane. But apparently some people have the audacity to read other people's blog which is good and all. But if they see their name in there or something they make a big deal out of it. You read at your own mother fucking risk and now you face the consequences. It happened to me, but now i'm just like w/e. I don't mean to harsh on this blog nor my other posts, but this is my life and how i see it in my perspective. So now you know, if you dare to go on my blog just think twice before you read anything.

I also would like to apologize to those that were harmed by my blog

Monday, November 24, 2008 Everything

6:32 PM

Seems like i'm losing everything. I just got the news that a very close friend of mine past away. I'm gonna mi.s that guy. It really tears you apart when you lose someone dear to you. But he's not the only friend i lost. I lost another good friend and it's all because of me. GAH! Days just keep getting worst now. Maybe this is karma. For some reason i struggle to talk to her, to make everything better. I really think i make people's lives the worst, i become a burden in their life. The only way i could fix that is as if i isolated myself from the world, but that's just to hard.

Sleep well Kevin.

I'm Sorry...

What's up?!

3:33 PM

My day today was pretty people saying "omg i love your hair it's so hot or asian." But today when i got on the bus i saw Brian trying to copy my hair style but was a complete failure. People came up to me and were like blah blah blah he's copying you man or something like that. I wasn't really mad because well he did an aweful job at it :]
aren't i just evil?
NO! i just feel like i have no dignity at Wakefield, i can't do something with someone copying me.

I went downstairs and my grandma was cooking up a turkey and i was like "wth are you doing grandma?" and she said "I cookin Turkey fo Tankgiving" i was like "dude 'tankgiving' is on Thursday." Then she was like "OH SHIET!" but whatever it was pretty fun my cousin Linda came over and we hung out and talked about stuff with life. But the food was awesome dude i like devour that stuff.

Christmas List:
Nothing really, our friendship is good enough. I mean if you do get me something it doesn't if i like it or not atleast you were nice to get me something. But please you don't have to get me anything. Now me on the other hand, i'll get ya something :]

Thursday, November 20, 2008 *shrugs*

3:07 PM

stupid tech. project is stressing me out. I'm scared of getting a failing grade.
Well i stated after school and everything i worked on got deleted so i was pretty piss.
But whatever i don't care anymore
I walked to 7-11 with Sebastian just talking about life and drama and your typical crap.
From there we walked our ways.
While i was walking home i started to get cold like shit. I was near barcroft and i had a random nose bleed so i went in there to clean myself up. I looked at my phone and it was a missed call from Amy so i called her but instead i asked for Cuong. We talked a little bit and i was expecting for him to the phone back to Amy but instead he just hung up. -_-
I came home and my grandma called and was like "your getting your haircut!"
i don't really care anymore.
I'm getting tired of this place, you have no idea how badly i want to get away from this place. I just wanna runaway but i can't.
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Just stop assuming things.....
and i mean everybody

out