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Monday, January 12, 2009 Title
12:45 PM
Really to much stuff has been going on. And i recently just read Amy's blog about the people she trust's and what Cuong and other people said. And i'm just starting to feel like a nobody. A big giant nobody, a loser. I can't explain why i feel like this this, it's just there. That i'm no one's best friend but i think their my best friends. All this time i've been thinking i was a good friend nice and shit like that, when i've just been lying to myself. Are people secretly hating me? Am i even considered their 'friend' do i even have a friend? these are the questions that strangle me everyday. This place is tearing me up, this town is killing me, and the people... we i just don't know. I don't even know who to talk to anymore. I feel like they turned their backs on me. I just need someone to help me, make this clear for me. Is Cuong there for me how bout Nghia? i just don't know. Please, just please someone help me.
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